I was looking around tumblr today and came across a quote:
“Do not regret growing older, it is a privilege denied to many.”
My biggest fear right now is growing older. This may seem like an irrelevant fear for someone who is under age 25 but sometimes I start to panic when I think about where I will be 10 years from now. I picture myself in worst-case-scenarios (ie no job, no money, no place, no happiness, nobody, emptiness), having to make difficult decisions in complicated situation and losing loved ones.
I guess I just don’t want to grow up and be an adult. Technically I already am an adult by legal and most likely biological standards but mentally? not so much.
It doesn’t help that people still mistake me for a high schooler.